Why??

Why always I'm the one????

Why keep hurting me??

Am I that easy to hurt???

Hurting me will make you all feel happy is it????

Haiz.....

Really fed up with all of you......

From now on I won't care about it anymore.......

You all settle it yourselves..........

Don't ever come to me anymore.......

Not my business anymore......


OMG!!!!!!!!!

Still got few weeks then is final........

Like never study at all......

Somebody HELP??????

Really scare this time will be worse than last semester.......

Hopefully everything will be fine la......


Now is all alone......

No one stay besides me.......

But I quite enjoy this kind of feelings.......

Really miss that time but I know it won't come back anymore......

So just let it be......

No matter how deep it will hurt me.....

I'll go through it......

^.^


At here want to wish all my friends..

MERRY CHRISTMAS in advance......

Hope you all will have a fun and lovely Christmas ya.....

Muckz....love you guys....

Is time...

Is time to let you go....

You'll be out of my life from now....

Although I don't want to let you leave....

But this is the only way to prevent us from hurting each other.....

You just disappear like that....

Never leave a word......

Like wind come and go.......

I'm really happy to have you in my life once.......

You'll be inside my heart somewhere deep....



This few days really busy with all the assignment.....

Make me going crazy already......

Now just hope that all can finish on time la....

If not sure die 99 lo.......

@.@


Having some complication with the people around me now.....

I really don't know what they think.....

Is it that hard to listen to others????

Or just simply don't want to do so?????

People also have their own problems la.....

Can't you all just do as others????

Just keep giving me trouble......

Haiz......

Fed up with all la.....

Just want to get out from here........

Why this always happen to me????

T.T


Missing you now.....

When you gonna be mine?????

^.^

Few days post..

Last Saturday was my lovely cousin~Sook Kwan's wedding...

At here want to wish her Happy Wedding!!!!

Hope you will last forever with Mr.Jason Ng....

^.^

More photo can view my Facebook ya....

Although got something happened that made me felt unhappy....

But it is over now...

So just leave it la....



This few weeks will be a bit busy with all the assignment....

So I don't think I'll be post any articles....

But sure I'll be back soon....

>.<>

Haiz...

Oh My Goodness!!!!!!!
1st time ever.....
I failed my exam......
Really want to cry la......
But nothing I can do........
I admit that for that subject I really didn't put in much effort......
But it shouldn't fail right.....
At least I assume I can get a C......
Not C-........
Haiz......
Is too late to say all this.....
The only thing I can do now......
Is to do better when I resit for the paper......
Hope this time really can do well la.......

Stupid!!!!!!!!!
Who the hell you think you are!!!!!!!!
Can just simply say things like that to people......
You all think that I want it to be like that ah.......
I'm also a victim ok......
If can I sure want everything to be good.....
But is not my fault right......
I didn't ask him to do so......
Why keep blaming me about it?????
Just don't know what you all think la......

Mood is freaking down now.....
So don't look for me right now....

Why care???

I am who I am...
Why should I care about what other people say about me???
As long as I'm happy nothing can stop me......
Don't you think that you can control me.....
You just a passenger in my life.....
I won't let it happen.....
So we just wait and see la.....

Tomorrow is a tough day to me....
So many things to handle la.....
Lots of assignment also haven't start...
All need to pass up at week 7.....
How that is enough to us???
All the lecturers and tutors think that we're all are God......
Can finish what ever they give to us in a short period.....
Oh My GOD!!!!!!!
Now I start to feel all the stress and tension la.....
But what to do????
This is STUDY!!!!!!!!!
Means SUCKS AND HARD!!!!!!!!
Haiz.......
Is time to bed now....
Waiting for my return.....

Boring day...

Today 17/10/2009
Is a super duper BORING DAY TO ME!!!!!!!!
Haiz....
Really don't know what to do at home....
No place to go.....
Nothing to do....
My life is just like that....
I don't want la!!!!!!!!!
Somebody save me!!!!!!!

New life..

Okok...
Just now got 1 complaint from my Baby Tieng....
She said that I've been long time didn't update my blog...
So now at here lo...
Actually I really have no idea what to write..
Just got lots of feeling running all around me...
Is not what word can explain...

Recently college just started...
Is my Year 2 Semester 2...
Oh My God!!!!!
This semester got law paper...
Sure will kill me......
Actually is killing me already......
Nothing seem like going well in my life..
Everything just mess up together...
Relationship,friendship,family...
All this bullshit is killing me...
But I can't do anything to stop it....
Or even correct it...
Make me fed up...
All will be ok....
I'm sicked of all this bullshit....
But I just can't run away from it.....
Is part of my fucking life....
Hate it but can't do anything.....

Bad time with Mr.X now....
Don't wanna think about it anymore....
Everything just let it be la...

Boring..

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn boring la......
Just 3 days at home only.....
Can't tahan liao......
Don't know what to do la......
Somebody got any suggestions??????
Where I can go???
What I can do?????
I want go out la.....
No people ajak me.....
SAD~~

I'm BACK!!!!!!!!!

Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's over.......
Diploma in Year 2-Semester 1 Exam~~
Wahahahahahahahahaha........
I'm FREEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
2 weeks holiday......
Don't know can go where.......
Can anyone give me some suggestions??????
All my buddies is back hometown.....
Baby Vien is going to Taiwan.......
Haiz......
Just me alone at KL~~
I think I should be a good good girl.....
Just stay at home accompany my mama......
I really really hope that she can recover from sick very very fast la.....
Cause I really scare she won't let me out.......
If she really like that then I sure die in side my house.....
So better be a good girl now......
Wait few more days then only go out have fun......
Hahahahahaha

Final Exam~~

Ok...
I think this will be the last post before my exam......
It will be start at 3/9/09...
But my 1st paper will start at 5/9/09.....
It's SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!
Some more is at 4pm.......
T.T
Why treat my like this la?????
Must study hard for my exam.....
Leave everything out of my mind.....
Just all the facts that I need for my exam.....
I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!

Don't want to care about you anymore......
I mean nothing to you......
So do you.....
Start from now onwards......
You mean NOTHING TO ME~~
We just normal friend....
Nothing more......

At here want to wish all my friends.....
GOOD LUCK IN EXAM YA.....
We all gambateh together ya....
Bye....
^.^

SickT.T

Huhuhuhu....
I'm sick!!!!!
Somebody help PLEASE!!!!!!!!
I don't want go hospital la.....
Mamy said must go la.....
Cause I got my fever for few days already....
Then got headache some more.....
Haiz....
Told her I'll be fine la......
But she just keep asking me go check......
I'm scare of blood la......
Can't go donate blood also.....
Now want go do blood test.....
Is killing me la........
PLEASE!!!!!!!
FEVER JUST LEAVE ME LA!!!!!!!
HATE YOU!!!!!!

At here also want tell you all......
My Mr.X is sick too....
Haiz......
Why so many people got sick ah????
Is because of the bad weather lo......
Haiz....
Just want to tell you guys....
Must take good care of yourself ya.....
Don't fall sick like me.....
Really!!!!
Is a torture in your life........

Remember to drink more water ya...
Eat more vegetables and fruits.....
Cut down on taking too much of salt and sugar ya....
Don't eat too much of fried food too....
Health is the most important thing in life.....
Got health got wealth!!!!!!
Time to bed now.....
Bye ^.^

Thank you...^^

Last Friday I had celebrated my birthday......
At here want to thanks all my friends ya....
I really enjoy and have fun on Thursday and Friday.....
Talk about Thursday....
They had a pre-birthday celebration for me.....
We planned it since Monday....
Luckily we can made it.....
Why they celebrate with me on that day is because some of my classmates have to work on PC fair...
So they celebrate with me early.....
We had a lots of fun that day.....

Friday was night session....
We went to Barcelona in Sunway....
Thanks for all my babies who accompanied me that night ya....
Love you guys always....
Muckz.....
Although on the half way that's something bad happened..
But I still had a great night....
more photo will be in FB ya....

Steady~~

Ok...
It's been a long time didn't update my blog....
How you guys doing????
Hope everything is fine......
Recently I'm just busy with all my assessment.......
Oh My GOD!!!!!!
It's killing me!!!!!!!!
It really do......
Luckily on my birthday I don't have to pass up any assessment....
Initially need to hand up MPO assessment on that day.....
The lecturer postponed the deadline to next week......
That's mean that we got one extra week to do our work....
Hope can hand up our best work la......
Cause she is really kind to us.......
Keep asking us to do a small part for her to check 1st......
But I haven't start anything yet....
Need to finish my PI assessment 1st.......
Haiz......
It so difficult to summarize the whole chapter la.....
Can I just copy and paste ah?????
Never mind la.....
Just keep walking......
I Can Do IT!!!!!!!!

Now I'm steady with Mr. X........
We talked a lots about us.......
Finally we had an agreement.....
We don't hide anything from each other.....
We share everything.....
No matter what happen.......
We will solve it together.....
Love you!!!!!
Muckz~~~

Must work hard in my life.....
Can't let people look down on me.....
I have to be tough enough to face any problem that occur.......
I won't let that happen again.....
Trust me.....
Please behave yourself....
Don't always think that you're the smartest......
People will just laugh at you when you did something wrong......
No one will help you.....
Just because of who you are and how you act.......
-.-

Complication

Well.....
Let me think about how to tell you all.....
Hmmmm.......
Ok.....
Recently I'm dating with a guy....
But i can't tell who is he.......
Mr.x will be his name by now......
He seems like don't want anyone to know about our relationship......
I guess he has his own reason....
So i don't mind keep the secret with him.....
I admin that at the beginning I was very unhappy......
Because we are couple now.....
Why can't we let others know about it????
Mr.x didn't tell me what is the reason.....
But i should trust him right.....
So i didn't ask anything....
Now....
All I can say is.....
Hope that we will last forever.....
If not forever, I still hope is a long relationship.....

OMG!!!!!!!
All the assignment is killing me.....
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can't concentrate at all.......
Haiz.....
Somebody please help........
If continue like that i sure will become crazy........
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hate that!!!!!!!
Damn!!!!!!!
SHit!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why end up like this......

I just don't understand......
Why people keep falling in love???
Even though they always get hurt????
Is it really that hard to live your life without anybody?????
I guess this is what all you want in your life......
LOVE!!!!!!
But nothing else......
Is it that important to you?????
I mean this love thing.......
You really can't live without it right?????
OMG!!!!!!!!!
You look like a fool in front of all your friends.....
All of them were talking about you......
When ever you broke up with your boy friend....
You will cry in front of us.....
Then you will start saying that how bad is him.......
I remember I told you before.....
He's not a good guy for you....
But remember what you answer me at that time????
You said is non of my business.....
Because I don't even know what is love......
Really is I don't know or is you don't want to listen to others????
Every time you also end up like that.....
When people tell you something about your boy friend.....
You will think that we are jealous of you......
Then you will stay far far away from us......
After you break up.....
Then you will start coming back for us....
Hope that we'll never mind what you did before.....
For the first few times is ok.......
But more and more like that......
We already get sick with you.......
FINE!!!!!!!
If that what you want.....
You got it.....
Just let me know when you want to break up our friendship....
That's all......
I won't stop you from doing anything anymore......
Just let it be........

OMG!!!!!!!!
My body is damn pain......
Why????
Because I went to gym today with my baby Vien, Mei Ling and Mr.MJ.......
Hahahaha.....
Not Micheal Jackson la......
Is Melvin Jeffrey.........
Still is MJ la.......
Hope that he will recover soon....
He's been sick for a few days.....
But still can go gym with us....
You're the man ya......
Hehehehe........
This Friday will go again.....
Hope will be better this time.....
Cause now typing also feel the pain.....
Is deep and strong........
And is killing me.......
Help!!!!!
Can somebody do the massage for me?????
Where is my Baby Vien??????
T.T

Finally...

YES!!!!!!
I'm so happy now....
Just NOW la.....
Cause I passed my TI test....
HAhahaha....
This was around half an hour ago.....


Now I'm so tired....
Just because all the assignment that I have.....
GOD!!!!!!!
Please!!!!!!!
Help me.....
A lots more to do nia....
Don't make my life so difficult la.......
Can YOU????
HAiz.......
Just let it be......

Just simply put...
Don't think too much ya......
I'm ok.....

Dying..

OMG!!!!!!!!

Somebody help???

I'm dying just because of all the assignment.....

Shit!!!!!

Why is me???

Where is my partner????

No just because you all are busy for something else....

Then you all just leave the things to other.....

Have you ever think that others also need to study???

All of us is working as a group.....

I mean A GROUP!!!!!!!!!

Can just put aome effort on that????

If can't pass up all the paper....

That's mean we all fail...

FAIL!!!!!!!!

Do you know what it's mean?????

REPEAT THE SUBJECT AGAIN!!!!!!!

Feel dissapointed....

Don't want to talk about this.....

Just make me want to kill myself......

This few days just sleeping.....

Feel very tired.....

But have to do all the things too...

Make me like a vampire now......

Never sleep at night....

No waking up at morning...

Grandma want to kill me.....

Cause never help her do all the housework....

I didn't tell her what I'm going through now.....

Just let it be....

Want find a friend to talk....

Took up the phone....

But just don't know who to call.....

Hehe....

Just can laugh myself...

I really think that nothing I can do.....

Is my destiny.....

My faith~~

Is that all the things in my life???

All just going the wrong way......

Dying.....

Speechless......

Speechless

Last Saturday and Sunday went to work at Low Yat Plaza....

The fair for Celcom.....

OMG!!!!!!!!!

I think we choose the wrong counter la......

BULLSHIT!!!!!!!

Really make me speechless.......

Damn pek cek ah!!!!!!!

Don't want to talk about it......

This few days feel very down.....

Don't know is my own problem or what.......

Just feel like my life is going all the way wrong....

Haiz.....

What can I do??????

Still..........

Speechless.....

Sien...

Haiz....

This few days also don't know what happen to me....

Just feel like don't want talk to anybody....

Like want to stay away from here.....

What happen to me ya?????

Can somebody tell me????

Maybe is time to do some job......

Make myself busy....

So i won't think too much.....

but where can I find a job?????

Can somebody help me?????

Just a simple job is ok....

Work on Saturday and Sunday.....

Or maybe Wednesday also can.....

Few days...

Same as before....

Nothing special.....

Just today the MPO tutor......

Make me felt so pek cek.......
Asked question suddenly......

Then can't answer want you do full set answer of the tutorial......

Shit la......

If like that all must do la.....

Why just me and Shi Yin?????

Haiz....

So pity la......

BAd day.....

Shit!!!!!

Yesterday at college my car have been claimed.......

Need to paid RM5 and had to stand all the noise from the security guard.....

OMG!!!!!!

Want die liao.....

But I didn't told my nanny....

Haiz.....

No people know how I really felt on that time....

Really turned moody.....

That's not the end of my bad luck......

When I reached home...

Mama said want go out visit a doctor......

So we went to my anut's house.....

The doctor is at Maluri.....

We went with my uncle.....

When we reached home at around 9++pm....

GOD!!!!!!!!

No WATER!!!!!!!!!!!

What happened to my life??????

Then the conclusion is I didn't wash my hair.......

Need to sleep with a dirty hair....

Can't sleep well too.....

Haiz.....

Hope that my bad luck is gone.....

And NEVER COME BACK AGAIN!!!!!!!

Untitiled..

Suddenly my mind remind me a person that I long time didn't think of.....

Is my ex......

Is really been a long time I didn't think about him.....

Because I know that we can't be together anymore....

Why I will remember him....

Maybe is when I cleaning up my room....

Then I found his cloth that he used to wear......

There was a time we are so happy.....

How come we be like this ya?????

I really don't know......

We broke up is because I said so......

He tried to maintain our relationship.....

But I refused to do it....

Finally we say bye bye to each other....

Now we still friend....

But what kind of friend????

When we meet each other....

We're like stranger.......

Nothing to say........no common topic......

My friend said this is because we don't have the feeling to tell each other what happen in our life recently......

I do really admin that....

Cause I don't want him to know too much of my life......

I scare he will come and ask me again......

[Can we start all over again??????]

I'm just 20.....

i don't want to get marry so early.......

His family keep on asking when we will get marry.......

My cousin is getting marry on October this year.....

And she just 23 years old!!!!!!

She is being with my ex's brother........

They get marry is because the boy's family ask so.....

Their grandmother is 80++ this years......

And they scare she can't wait till they get marry on next few years......

So this is how it works........

When the time we been together......

All his family member will ask both of them.......

And I can't stand it.......

So I decided to broke up with him......

I know what I want.....

And I don't want others to tell me what to do.....

Maybe you will think that I'm so stupid.....

But this is who I am......

When I say all this out.......

I feel very relax......

Finally I found a way to express my feeling......

For all this time I didn't told anybody about anything.......

Now is time for me to let go and start a new life......

Today we go McD's drive-thru......

Man!!!!!!

So fullllllllll......

We all like hungry ghost......

Eat till all the vegetable dropped on the table liao......

Hahahaha........

It feel good to have friends to do some crazy things with you sometime......

Is really fun......

And we can keep close to each other at the same time.......

Hope to have that girl's time again ya......

Love you all......

Muckz......

Is time to play Facebook nia.....

You all can add me..

ahpohui@hotmail.com

See ya......

Bye^^

~~~~

All right...

Really don't know what to write....

Life makes me going mad....

FUCK!!!!!

Is like everythings going the wrong way....

So many things happen....

And I can't do anything to prevent it from happening....

Plus my nanny is going crazy....

Don't know what happen to my life ya....

Everything mess up d.......

Feel very frastrated.....

My PM job is getting tough nia....

So many things to handle....

But I sure can make money from that.....

So....

Just keep up la....

Life still goes on....

New....

Hi guys....

Miss me or not???

Is been a few days I didn't login and blogging...

My Year 2 is started on Monday....

Everything is ok...

Just I'm now become the Printing Manager for my course....

The old one still doesn't want to resign....

Shit!!!!!

All of us don't like him be the PM....

Cause he really get so many profit from us....

So we decided to change....

Then I share with Vivien....

He still want to argue with us....

Want us to give back the job to him.....

Bullshit la wei!!!!!!!

If he do so good....

Why so many people complaint about him????

The note also not complete on last semester....

Then still want money from us....

We pay is consider good lo....

Don't want to talk about him la......

Make me feel so pek cek.......

I got so many things to handle ....

All the things mess up and make me feel so fan nia....

Don't know how many people in the course....

Make the supplier can't print the note for us....

Then on Monday I really will mess up with all the things....

GOD bless me.....

Hope Monday everything will be fine.....

Thinking to have someone beside me right now....

That can talk to me....

Share my problem.....

Know what I want......

Can I????

Cheer up~~

Okok~~

Tomorrow will start my Year 2 in TARC~~

I must work very hard this time....

Cause I don't want to make my grandma life more complicated...

She done too much for me...

Is time for me to do something for her....

I Love You Grandma~~~

Muckz...

Talk about my days...

Still the same...

Nothings.....

So I guess I can stop at here and continue next time...

Bye...

Help!!!!!!

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

Somebody help!!!!!!!!!

Time table is released......

Need to study till 6pm!!!!!!

2 DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Want to cry liao.........

Wednesday is just cum for PI lecture class.....

4-6pm......

Haiz......

What to do nia?????

Is my study mah.....

Kena sabar lo.....

Got 1 subject is Ms.Chow teach us de......

Wah~~~

Can't skip her lecture and tutorial lo.....

Just bought a new hp from vien's bf....

Ok la.....

Still discovering how to use it....

Is touch screen and the screen is a bit small....

Make me always press the wrong word.....

I'm pro de.....

Must fast fast fimiliar with my new phone....

Got many things to play with it~~

Time to do my dicovery lo....

Bye~~~

Few days~~

Talk about my days...
Nothings special.....

Just on Wednesday I passed by Sunway with my baby Tieng and Vien~~

Tieng tought me go there cause i asked her....

Really so far!!!

Make me want to sleep while driving on that time....

Then we went to Times Square to meet Sin.....

She cut her hair at Kim Garelly......

We had our lunch at there.......

McDonald again!!!!

Hahahaha~~~

Later i went fetch my grandma go home...

Then Tieng called me to go pasar malam....

At the end we went to The Curve~~~

Had a walk at there with Tieng's friend.....

We all thought that the guy like her(tieng)....

But she keep denying!!!

Hehehe~~~~

After that we went to Sentul's Nails Place to eat our dinner......

Actually I thought is supper nia....

Hahahahaha~~~

On Thursday.......

I went to Sunway's Bar Celona with my baby.....

I don't have the picture with me.....

Maybe will update later.......

Don't really have fun at there...

Cause there don't have smoking area and non-smoking area...

Made my felt really disturbing....

Although I will smoke sometimes too...

Hehehehe~~~

Today I worked with my baby Vien.....

We need to give out the flyers.....

But is only chinese version....

How is we suppose to give out????

Chinese people usually don't take all this shit.....

Haiz~~~

Really make me feel so pek cek!!!!!!!

Finally we just went there and have a walk in the fair....

What the F**K!!!!!!!

Nevermind la....

Next time will become better.....

^^

College will reopen on next week lo....

Hope I can have a happy Year 2 in TARC~~~

Not a stressful year oh....

Hoping nia....

Sick T.T

Of cause is not me la.....

Is my beloved grandma.....

Haiz.......

Really worry about her nia.....

Cause she didn't fall sick for a period of time already......

Hope she can recover fast la....

Talk about my days...

Nothings special~~

Just feel bored at home nia......

Luckily I can download movie.....

Really want to introduce to you all......

TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!!

God damn nice nia......

Hahahaha~~~

Very handsome nia....

I mean Edward!!!!!!!!!

You guys really should have a look on that movie.....

Need to go now....

Hope to see you guys soon......

^^

Life

生活~~

到底是什么一回事？？

真的猜不透~~

或许必须经过很多的考验才会有所领悟吧~~

人生就这么一回~~

必须懂得把握~~

错过了就会后悔莫及~~~

每一次的错误，都是一次改变。

圣人也会犯错，何况我们只是普通人？

在每一次犯错后，懂得反省自己的，又有多少人呢？

会把过错变成经验的，又有多少呢？

人是不是一定要在做错后，才会后悔？

想很久了，但没有结果~~

也许是我想太多了吧~~~

p/s: Don't worry ya....I'm fine......

Just want to express myself only.....

^^

Semester Break~~

Finally!!!!!!!

I finished my last paper~~~

Hahahahaha~~

Now is my semester 3 holidays......

So happy nia....

But a bit bared la....

Cause don't know where to go....

At home all the time....

Hope can hang out with my friends nia....

Maybe this Thursday will go clubbing with Jlyn....

Waiting oh.....

At last.....

OMG!!!!!!

Last paper on Saturday nia....

But I'm still in moody to study.....

But at least on Tuesday.....

Chiew Chin had a study session......

At least I got study a bit la...

Okok~~

Time to gambateh liao.....

GO!GO!GO!

SienT.T

Really don't know what to do.....

Just like 'Fei ren' at home do nothing....

Don't want to touch book at all...

BULL SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy birthday to u.....

At here want to wish my baby Tieng...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ya....

Hehehehe~~

Can't celebrate with you last night....

Grandma didn't let me go out nia....

But really hope you can have everythings you want in your life ya...

Must be happy always oh~~

19 liao lo.....

Not a small kid liao....

Hahahaha~~~

Again wish you all the best in you life ya~~

My life for this few days is quite ok la....

Just feel a bit lonely....

But still can tahan la.....

Hahahaha~~~

I can find someone that care and love me de...

Just timing matter only.....

Jia you!!!!!!

Finished my FF paper liao.....

Bull shit lo!!!!!

Leave blank on most of the theory part.....

Calculation also don't know can score or not....

Haiz.....

Just leave it.....

Concentrate on my FOM paper now......

2/5!!!!!!!

Gambateh!!!

SHIT!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!

Thursday I need to go for my FF exam liao~~

But I didn't read anythings~~~

Shit!!!!!!

Who can help me???????????

Really can't put all the things inside my head la......

Seems like my head is full of other things.......

Haiz.....

Forget it la.........

船到桥头自然直....

Home

This few days at home.....
Do nothing......
Feel like................
Don't know how to say.....
Just feel so lazy......
Don't want to study........
Haiz.........

Final♥

Final exam is coming lo~~
But I still don't have the moon to study.....
Feel so strange~~
Just want go out and stay away from books.....
Haiz~~
What to do ya????
HELP me!!!!!!!!

Better in time

I think is time that I let you go......
If not,I think I'll become the crying me again.......
Do you know that you really hurt me??
Just because you think that I'm stronger than her??
So you choose to let go of me???
And be with her???
What is your problem????
I'm not as strong as you think......
I'm need people to love me too......
Why can't you stand on my position and think for me????
Is it really that hard to love me???
You make me feel so hurt......
You really do.......
But I told myself....
I'll be ok.........
WITHOUT U!!!!!!!
I still got all my friends who love me more than you........
You mother bitch!!!!!!!
I'll kick you out of my life!!!!!!!
Starting from NOW!!!!!!!!!

Friends....
I'm ok now...
Hope can see you all ya~~
With the happy me oh~~~

Untitled

Really don't know what to say~~

Like my whole world has lost~~

All my friend is caring about me~~~

What I still hoping to get???

My family loves me too~~~

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Will be fine sometime~~

Hope you all can give me more time ya~~~

Will become the happy me again~~

Want to cry

What is going on with me?????
Why feel like this all the time?????
Is it really so hard for me to be alone?????
Is it so hard to accept that nobody is beside me when I need one???
Forget it...
No comment....

Boring dayT.T

Haiz~~
Such a boring day!!
Don't know what can I do tonight~~
Want go clubing.......
But no one want fetch me go~~~
Cause they say I'm too noisy~~~
Must keep asking them go home early~~~
But I don't want to drive la~~~
Very sien nia~~~
And I scare I'll drunk~~~
People~~~~
Take me go la~~~
I'll be guai guai de~~~~
Please~~~~

Anyway....
Talk about my day~~~
Still the same~~
Nothing special~~~~
Just yesterday FF Tutor said our assignment got a bit problem~~
So we take it back and will pass up on tomorrow~~
Hope this time will be no problem liao~~~
^^

All gone~~

Haiz~~~
All my money!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gone liao~~~~~
All go to vien there liao~~~~
Next month don't have pocket money nia~~~~
Cause grandma didn't go to work nia~~~
She was sick nia~~~~
But don't know what is her problem la~~~
She always like that in this moment~~~~
Always said that she is going to d*e~~~~
Apa la wei!!!!!!!
I keep on telling her that was no true~~~
And she keep on saying yes~~~
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
You will live long long time de la~~~~~
No need worry ma~~~~~
I still need you to stay with me nia~~~~~
Help me do all the stuff nia~~~~~
Hehehehe~~~~~
Love you so much ya~~~~~
Dear Popo~~~

Talk about my days ya~~~~
That stupid modem!!!!!!!
Paid liao also can't online de~~~~
Then why should i pay??????
If no that salesman keep on telling me if didn't pay,
will be blacklisted~~~~
Sure i will not pay them~~~~
Stupid things!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now is onlining at Oldtown Cheras~~~~
The only choice that i have right now~~~~
But really not a good idea~~~~
Cause need to sit here for long time~~~~~
Will turn moody de nia~~~~~
Haiz~~~~~
How come my classmates can do all the homework????
But i can't ya?????
The FF homework is really making me mad!!!!!!
Bull shit la wei!!!!!!!!!
Don't want to talk bout that liao~~~~~
Hope can go club tonight ya~~~~
Mr.Kenji!!!!!!!
Remember come and fetch me ah~~~~
Waiting for you oh~~~~
Muckz~~~~

Hi~~

Hehe~~~
I think I got many days didn't come here to tell you guys how is my day ya~~~
Haha~~~
Be patient ya~~~~
Cause I really bankrap liao~~~~
No money liao~~~~
So didn't pay my modem la~~
Never mind la~~~~
Today I go paid liao~~~
Hope next month can have more money la~~~
^^
Okok~~~~
All my money had go to my baby vien there~~~
Cause she is having a fashion blog~~~
I uy so many stuff from her nia~~~
Hope you guys can support her ya~~~~
Her blog is
http://vivienfashionroom.blogspot.com/
Must go see see ya~~~
Thanks ya~~~~

Sunway Trip

Hi~~~

Me long time didn't online liao~~

Miss me??????

Hahaha~~~~

Still the same old problem ~~~

Modem AGAIN!!!!!

Haiz~~~~~

Just feel want to buang saja~~~

Never mind la~~~~

Still can online at friend's house~~~

Hehe~~~

On last friday~~

I went to Sunway lagoon with my dear classmates~~~

Haha~~~

Really have so much fun~~~~~

Me only take some pic with my dear vien~~

Haha~~~they all doing thier own things~~Hope we all can go again nia~~~~

Really enjoy when going out with you all ya~~~

^^

Long Diary~~

Hi~~~

Long time no see~~

Miss me or not????

Hehe~~~

My days is as usual la~~~

Nothings special that happen~~

So can't really remember~~

Hahahahaha~~~~

But got 1 thing i had to tell you all~~

On 10/3 is my baby Kuen's birthday!!!!!!

Yeah~~~~

Hahaha~~~~~

We all celebrated her birthday at Gasoline Times Square~~~~~

Pic do the talk ya~~~

All girls look here~~

Hope she had a very nice birthday ya~~~

Love you always!!!Muckz~~~~

WOW!!!!!!

Yes~~~
Finally I saw my result~~
All pass!!!!!
My result is 2A,2A-,a B and a B-~~
Co-co is stated as S~~
Don't know what it mean~~
Hope is pass la~~~
Now checking for my baby vien~~
Her result is 2B+,2B-,a B and a A~~~
Co-co is also stated as S~~~
Wow!!!!
Congratulation o her la~~~
Hahaha~~~
We all passed!!!!!!
Really feel so happy now~~
How is you guys????
Must tell me nia~~
Waiting for you all ya~~~~
^^

Last day on 1st week@.@

Omg~~~

So FAST!!!!!!!!

Today is the last day of 1st week~~~

Haiz@.@

Want pengsan liao~~~

Still don't know what im studying~~

Cant remember all the things~~~

Like never go to class~~~

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!

This end of month want to submit the assignment for FF~~~~

Don't know what to do la~~~

Somebody!!!!!

Juz like what this picture said~~~

Nothings will last forever~~

Why you still want to do that????

Haiz~~

College's life start again~~

Hi~~~~

Yesterday started my 3rd semester~~

Huiyo~~

Long time didn't meet up with my classmate~~~

Really feel so happy to see them~~~

How you guys doing?????

Holidays must had so much fun right???

Haha~~~

This semester only 2 subject~~

But 2 is enough for me to die~~

Hope can have the power to get good result in this sem~~~

This is what my baby chin do when is in the lecture hall~~~

Haha~~~

Sorry ya baby~~

Betray you already~~~~

^^

Hope all my friend can gambateh in study ya~~~

加油噢！！

Rainning~~

Now is rainning outside~~
I just feel so alone~~
Nobody talk to me~~
Like really alone in this world~~
I know I may a bit negative now~~
But at this moment,
I really need someone beside me~~
Can??????

Holidays end@@

My holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It will end tomorrow~~~
Sad nia~~~
Cause i didin't have much fun on this semester break~~~
T.T
I want my holiday!!!!!!!

Talk about my this few days~~~
Nothings special~~~
Just a little sien~~~~
Nobody talk with me~~~
Just stay at home do nothing~~~
AHHHHHHHHH!!!
Now i still thinking want to fetch chin to coll or not~~~
Cause my grandma say if i fetch,then i will lost my time~~~
I think is ok de~~~
Cause we in same course and group ma~~~
CHIN!!!!!!
I fetch you go coll~~~
You see ma?????
haha~~~~
See ya tomorrow ya~~~~
Miss ya~~~~~

♡Tagged by chin again♡

幸福点点名游戏规则：回答下列问题 并贴到自己的网志Or报台写完后，自己多加一个问题然后传给10个人，可以点被点过的人被你点到的人，你要去和他说：我点到你了。写完后去跟点到你的人说：我写完了。不可以不写哦，不然幸福会跑掉哦！
我的大名: ming hui
我的生日：31/7/1989
誰傳給你的: chin
說出五個好朋友: Vien,Sin,Qian,Kenji,Kwan
喜不喜欢名牌: ok la
生日想要得到什麼禮物 : anythg as long as is my frenz give de~~
近期開心的是: grandma is ok and im recover fr sick
近期壓力大的是: result is cuming ang coll will start soon...
未來想做什麼啊: have my own business~~~^^
有沒有喜歡的人: nope
同學會要回去找老師嗎：lost contact long long time d~~
跟誰出去最幸福：my best frenz^^
如果你的兩個好友吵架了: aiyo~~no nid de la~~all is frenz ma~~
跟情人出去最想去哪：stay at home^^
聖誕節要做啥：clubing!!!!
最想跟誰過聖誕節：frenz
有沒有起床氣：i think no gua^^
有幾個兄弟姐妹：1 sister
最喜歡的一首歌 (女生的): better in time-leona lewis,(boy):stay the same-dunno who^^
喜歡什麼顏色:black
上廁所會不會先沖水：of coz yes la
喜歡男生還是女生：both~~~
最想大聲說什麼: F**k
半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：ok la
上廁所會不會脫褲褲 ：-.-
誰很欠打: ppl who create tis set of question
現在很迷什麼：nope
睡相很差：maybe~~~haha~~~
現在的時間:12.28pm
是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：no~~coz frenz ma
體重多少：50
今天天氣:sunny day~~hot!!!!!!!
你懷孕了嗎： no!!!!
你若中樂透最想做什麼：shopping!!!!!!!!
大學生一定要玩的活動：clubing~~~^^
【點名人物】
(不分先後) :
1) Vivien
2) Kuen
3) Mei ling
4) pey ling
5) choi tieng
6) sim mei
7) sze wen
8) jia wen
9) sin
10) see mei
01-【４號認識６號嗎】:nope
02-【１０號是男還是女】: girl
03-【 ８號的興趣是】：dunno~~hehe
04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】：yes
05-【７號姓氏】：chew
06-【１０號人緣好嗎】：ok gua^^
07-【４號有人追嗎】: yes gua
08-【承上２號呢】：单身
09-【６號喜歡的顏色是】：白色
10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】：不是
11-【８號的生日是】：dunno wor~~
12-【５號讀哪呢】：kojadi
13-【你怎麼認識１０號的】：secondary skul frenz
15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】：of coz!!!my best frenz nia
16-【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎】：ok la
17-【你喜歡和３號在一起嗎】：yes
18-【你覺得７號人怎樣】：jay chou fans!!!!!super de
19-【你覺得９號人怎麼樣】: best frenz ever!!!!
20-【你愛５號嗎】：frenz love lo~~~^^
1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的：chin
2.你們認識多久呢: 6 yrs
3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎：en~~
4：你與他(她)的關係是：frenz, coll mate~~~
5.請問他(她)的興趣是: Shopping~~haha
6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何：cute, nice ,freindly......
7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分：75%
睡覺前第一件事：关灯
起床前第一件事：看下电话
你的偶像是：fahrenheit
你喜歡的季節：spring
你打工過嗎：有啊
打工次數：moe than 3
你想去的國家：whole world
你討厭什麼樣的個性: liar
你會抽菸嗎：nope
你會喝酒嗎：yes~~~
你常哭嗎: not reli...
你常笑嗎：smile lo
你喜歡去哪兒玩：everywhere
去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎：sumtime
是假日時你都睡到幾點：12pm++
今天的天氣是（晴 雨 陰）：sunny day
朋友和情人你會選擇：both ba~~
機會和命運你會選擇：both!!!
你很自戀嗎：ok la
你有穿過耳洞嗎：yes
這問卷多不多：sibeh long
要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點：do my best
喜歡吃冰嗎：ok la
現在幸福嗎：yup!!!!
~最在乎哪幾個朋友:vien qian sin tieng............
房間裡最重要的東西是什麼：my bed!!!!!!!
最常夢到什麼：huh???dunno wor???
不知道男人精神出軌要不要原諒他：nope
你認為人生的意義是什麼：all my frenz and family is healthly and good~~~
嗯.........你好吗？^^：ok
目前最烦恼的事： study
最怕什么: sick
觉得自己美丽吗？: ok lo
Finally I done my job~~~~^^

♡Tagged by chin♡

Be patient when doing this...hmm...
Start 01. What have you been doing recently?- nothing coz sick liao~~
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?- sumtime
03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?- painting my car==
04. When did you last cry?- long time ago
05. Believe in fate/destiny?- Yes
06. What do you want in your life right now?- Rich n Healthy Life~~haha
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood?- Sometimes
08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?- My lou gong
09. What bottom are you wearing now?- short pants
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?- nope
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?- No~~never!!!
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?- No
13. What was the last movie you caught?- Inkheart with my frenz
14. What are you proud of?- Myself
15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?- nice msg fr my frenz
18.Last Message that U recieved ..?-fr vien ask me send her de timetable haha
19. What time did you go to bed last night?- 11pm++
20. Are you currently happy?- yes~~^^
21. Who gives you best advice?- grandma
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?- No
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?- mother
24.Is anyone bugging you right now?- Nope, Im alone in de room.
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?- haha~~my frenz
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?- mamy
28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?- yes damn sad bout tat
29. What annoys you most in a person?- Hot & Bad temper person
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?- No?
47. Is there a quote you live by? – No
48. Do you want someone you cannot have? – nope
49. Have you ever played an instrument? – nope
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week? - nope
51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm? – watching drama
52. Are you happy with your love life right now? – Yes
53. What song best describe your love life? –nope
54. Does the person know that you like him/her? – I think soooooo
55. Who always make you laugh? – tv
56. Do you speak other language other than English? – Sure
57. Favourite website(s)? – Blogspot, Wretch, Friendster.
58. What's your middle name?- ming
59. What are you doing tomorrow?- dunno
60. What do you think you are like?- Good & nice gua^^haha
61. Who will you choose to die with?- Myself
62. Where have you been today?- house…
63. What game do you play often?- I didnt play any game~~
64. Who are you missing right now?- no1
65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?- both
66. What are you doing right now?- on9
89. What feeling do you love most?- Happy
90. Do you really think it's global warming now?- Yes!!!!damn hot now~~
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?- Of cause
.93. Do you believe in God? –not reli
94. Who cares for you most?- My family of coz
95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life?- Healthy
96. What will you bring when you fight?- knife i think ^^ haha
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?- Secret.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?- sad and disappointed
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?- angry n i'll kill him!!!!!sure i will
100. How do you feel now?- im finish~~
[Peoples That I tag]
1) Kuen
2) sim mei
3) sin
4) vivien
5) pei yin
6) mei ling
7) jesslyn
8) lennard
P/s : Happy cooperate *peace* =)

Time table~~~

Help~~~
Time table for next semester is out~~
Just now go download~~~
Have to study till thursday~~~
Everyday also is till 4pm++~~
Not 4 also have to till 2pm++~~~~
Haiz~~~
Why so cham de?????
=.=

Holiday??

What does it mean by holiday???
Some people say it is when you can have a rest after long time working~~
Other say it is when you go for a vacation~~~
For me,holidays mean NOTHING!!!!!!!
Just siting at home and do nothing~~~
Sibeh sien!!!!!!!
Only things that I can do is online~~
But my friend should know~~
My modem have its own feelings~~~
If it's happy,it will let me online 99~~~~
If not,it will not finction at all~~~~~
Help!!!!!!
Can somebody help????
My holiday just left one more week~~~
T.T

My day

2nd post of today~~
Talking about my day~~~
Today went to oldtown midah have breaklunch with my god father~~
Hahahaha~~~
He said I wear very pretty~~~
Go oldtown only~~~
Why want wear like that?????
Then I told him because I don't have chance to wear my beautiful clothes on other days~~
So I wear today lo~~~
Then I go online there~~~
My 1st post is wrote at there~~~
Hope we all will have a nice day ya~~~~
^^

Wretch??Blogspot??

OMG~~~
Don't know what to do nia~~~
Cause all my friend is going to blogspot liao~~
But I really don't know how to use nia~~
Should I stay in Wretch???
Or change to blogspot???
Cause both I also got an account~~
See!!!!
I can blog at here and wretch at the same time~~~
My ex say I should keep both~~
But I think it will be a little too hard for me~~
Cause I will start my semester 3 next month~~
Then I will be busy doing all the assignment and coursework~~
Can someone tell me what should I do?????
Please~~~

First day in blogspot

Hi everyone~~
I'm new in blogspot~~
Hehe~~~
Hope we can have a good relationship in here~~~
^^