Haiz...

Oh My Goodness!!!!!!!
1st time ever.....
I failed my exam......
Really want to cry la......
But nothing I can do........
I admit that for that subject I really didn't put in much effort......
But it shouldn't fail right.....
At least I assume I can get a C......
Not C-........
Haiz......
Is too late to say all this.....
The only thing I can do now......
Is to do better when I resit for the paper......
Hope this time really can do well la.......

Stupid!!!!!!!!!
Who the hell you think you are!!!!!!!!
Can just simply say things like that to people......
You all think that I want it to be like that ah.......
I'm also a victim ok......
If can I sure want everything to be good.....
But is not my fault right......
I didn't ask him to do so......
Why keep blaming me about it?????
Just don't know what you all think la......

Mood is freaking down now.....
So don't look for me right now....

Why care???

I am who I am...
Why should I care about what other people say about me???
As long as I'm happy nothing can stop me......
Don't you think that you can control me.....
You just a passenger in my life.....
I won't let it happen.....
So we just wait and see la.....

Tomorrow is a tough day to me....
So many things to handle la.....
Lots of assignment also haven't start...
All need to pass up at week 7.....
How that is enough to us???
All the lecturers and tutors think that we're all are God......
Can finish what ever they give to us in a short period.....
Oh My GOD!!!!!!!
Now I start to feel all the stress and tension la.....
But what to do????
This is STUDY!!!!!!!!!
Means SUCKS AND HARD!!!!!!!!
Haiz.......
Is time to bed now....
Waiting for my return.....

Boring day...

Today 17/10/2009
Is a super duper BORING DAY TO ME!!!!!!!!
Haiz....
Really don't know what to do at home....
No place to go.....
Nothing to do....
My life is just like that....
I don't want la!!!!!!!!!
Somebody save me!!!!!!!

New life..

Okok...
Just now got 1 complaint from my Baby Tieng....
She said that I've been long time didn't update my blog...
So now at here lo...
Actually I really have no idea what to write..
Just got lots of feeling running all around me...
Is not what word can explain...

Recently college just started...
Is my Year 2 Semester 2...
Oh My God!!!!!
This semester got law paper...
Sure will kill me......
Actually is killing me already......
Nothing seem like going well in my life..
Everything just mess up together...
Relationship,friendship,family...
All this bullshit is killing me...
But I can't do anything to stop it....
Or even correct it...
Make me fed up...
All will be ok....
I'm sicked of all this bullshit....
But I just can't run away from it.....
Is part of my fucking life....
Hate it but can't do anything.....

Bad time with Mr.X now....
Don't wanna think about it anymore....
Everything just let it be la...