最近~~

最近发生了蛮多事。。

连我也记不起来了~~

没关系~~

过去了就让它去吧~~

我们只要现在~~

好想你噢~~

什么时候我们才能真的在一起？？

永远永远在一起。。

我爱你~~~

真的爱你~~

^^

OnE mOnTh Lo~~

一个月了~

我们在一起已经整整一个月了~

好开心噢~~

你是不是也和我一样？

我们会一直走下去~~

直到永远~~

叶家伦，我爱你~~

真的很爱你~~~

最近~~

最近，开始喜欢写华语。。

应该是因为他的关系。。

呵呵~~

很多人都觉得我们发展得太快。。

可我并不觉得啊。。

你们不是我，不会懂我的心情。。。

当你遇到对的人，你就会知道那是什么感觉。。

朋友都说我改变了。。。

变得比以前还不像我。。。

可能这就是爱的力量吧。。。

真的很爱很爱你。。。

叶家伦

^^

=.=

My feelings now is happy plus worry......

Haiz.....

Don't know how to say la.....

Hope everything will be fine......

我爱你。。

叶家伦

^^

Problems...

This few days got many problems occured.......

I just wanna have my own life......

I know what I'm doing.....

Please don't judge me that way......

I'm not the way you think I am.........

But you never listen to me.......

You don't wan to listen to me...........

You only know what you to know........

What you think is all correct..........

All the things I did was wrong........

I'm tired.........

Fed up......

Grandma............

I love you........

Please listen to me........

Happy Happy~~

I'm in a good good mood now......

Hope it will always beside me......

Because of you my life light up again......

I'm everything I am because you love me........

I LOVE YOU TOO~~

Miss you so much now......

^^

现在的心情是满满的开心。。

因为有你，我的世界再次有了阳光。。

只希望它会永远在我身边。。

我爱你啊~~

想你想你很想你~~~

^^

Out of mind....

My mind is so blur now.....

Don't know what to do...........

I'm feeling so stress up........

Damn it!!!!

Feelings...

Now at Taman Midah's McDonald.......

Really don't know what to say......

Like we getting far and far.......

Is like something he forced to do when come to find me......

Or even call me..........

I know it might be I'm the one who think too much...............

But it really feel like that......

Never mind la......

Time will proof everything..........

Let it be..........

New~~

Must start a new life.......

Is time to wake up from the dream.......

Reality is always the worst.....

If you can stand the truth,then you can survive in this world......

You never know what's coming your way.....

Always expect the worst then is should be ok.........

^^

亲爱的~~

现在的心情，是满满的失望~~

原来我在你心目中是如此。。

不管我再怎么努力，也比不上你的前女友。。

在你眼里，我对你还是不够好，还是达不到你的要求。。

可否想想，没有人是完美的。。

我承认你对我的确是很好。。

好到你认为我并没有付出过，只是一味的接受你的爱。。

每个人回报的方式都不一样。。

我自问和你相处的时候，很多次都不是我自己。。

在你面前我已经没有了我自己。。

真的是我的错吗？

你想我改变，但我就是我。。

就算要改，你也应该给我时间。。

而不是希望我马上就可以改好。。

结果，当我达不到你的期望时，你就开始问为什么我做不到？

为什么不可以对你再好一些？

为什么只有你在付出，而我却什么也没做？

太多太多的为什么，已经摆我们的距离越拉越远。。

人们常说。热恋中的男女是最甜蜜的。。

为什么我们却没有？

你希望当你付出的同时，你可以得到相同的回报。。

可是，爱情并不是这样衡量的。。

不是你付出多少就可以得回多少。。

每次你都希望我怎样，可你却从来没有问过我想怎样。。

或许你会认为是我没说出口。。

可是一班女生都不会喜欢自己的男友在自己面前提起他的前女友。。

你却老是在我面前提她们对你有多好。。

你知道吗？

每次你提起她们，我的心就像被你捅了一刀又一刀。。

已经到了我无法承受的阶段了。。

可我还是没开口。。

希望有一天你会看见我的伤痕。。

但你还是没发现。。

我们之间到底是为了什么在一起？？？

是爱，还是寂寞？？？

我已经不知道该怎们做，才能让我们回到之前？？？

我是真的爱你。。。可你感觉不到。。。。

你已经离我越来越远。。我就快看不到你了。。。

现在的我，只能对着电脑哭泣。。

你却看不见我的眼泪。。。。

好想好想你。。我爱你~~

你听见吗？

慧

心在淌血。。

I want a JOB!!!

I want to earn money la......

Don't want to waste my time at home don't know what to do la......

Oh GOD~~

Please help me......

Please~~~~~

It's been 2 months~~

It's been 2 months that we had been together......

I really happy that we still stay with each other.....

Maybe is a bit too early to say that.....

But this is what I'm feeling now......

Happy 2nd monthsary~~

Hope we can stick forever and ever.....

Love you always......

Muckz.........

Dating^^

Now I'm sitting beside my boy....

Having a great time with him.....

Even we are busy with our things......

But the feeling is NICE~~

^^

Sick

Long time didn't update my blog.......

So many things happened and just pack my time.......

Now can relax a bit......

Last weekend I was in the hospital........

Haiz.......

Sad la.......

Just my family come and visit me.....

All my friends is busy with their things........

But I'm not blaming them la....

Just I need them but they are not around.......

No next time.......

Once in my life stayed in the hospital........

Hope can fast fast recover la......

Want start to work lo.....

^^


A good boyfriend may not be a good husband......

A good husband may not be a good boyfriend.....

Which one will you choose???

Good boyfriend / good husband???????

For me I do admit that I'm a reality person.......

You don't have to be a good boyfriend.........

But you must be a good husband........

If not, how I'm gonna hand you my future????

So be it.....

I'm not a good girlfriend yet I'm sure I'm a good wife......

So is up to you want to make me your choice or not.......

Now is a complicated time for you and me......

So think deeply what I am to you........

I really plan to go the rest of my life with you.......

You may not see this but if you do.......

Can tell me what you think???

~.~

Trying to figure out what happening to me........

Just feel like somethings wrong.......

Maybe I'm the one who think too much........

Last paper on this Friday......

Now I still haven't start study my notes......

Me rather spend my time playing FB's games...................

Is this how I'm gonna be?????

Oh My God......

Some body please help me......

I really don't know what to do.........

Want to get away from this FUCKING place........

Can I just away for a moment?????

Can I???????

No one can answer me.........


Need to find some part time job lo........

Cause will only start working full time next year.......

Hope can graduate on time......

I can~~~~

^^


Long time didn't go clubing jor.......

Miss the sound there.....

Hahahahaha.......

Want go this weekend la........

Having a trip with my babes to Melacca.......

After the paper then start our journey lo.....

Can't wait la.......

^^

Life????

What is life????

Seriously I really had no idea on it......

Just my life is going the wrong way recently...........

Things is getting worse and worse.......

Seems like nothing is going the right way........

NOTHING!!!!!!!!

It really piss me off........

I know I've been a little negative......

But this is what happen........

I can't control my feeling about everything in my fucking life..........

Never mind.....

I'll be fine after a little while........

By Hui.....

Dying=.=

Fall sick.....

But really feel like no one care about that......

All is busy with the assignments........

I don't blame them.......

We all want to graduate on time......

Can't fail at the last minute.....

So friends.........

Must work hard ya........

^^


Food poisoning.......

But seems like the medicine is not working on me......

What happen to me?????

So easy for me to fall sick this time.......

Can't do anything to prevent it........

Haiz.......

Really feel that I just want to run away from here......

Go some where that I can freely do what I want........

Find some one who really care about me.......

Love me and pamper me all the time.....

I don't have to think and do anything.....

I think this will just happen in my dream....

But is better than nothing to dream right???

^^

2 more weeks to go before final.......

Gambateh t myself and all my babes.....

Muckz.....

Love you guys always....

Stress up....

This few days really like just passing my time.....

Without any commitment to my life.....

Haiz....

What's going on with me??????

Can't continue like that la......

Must work more hard in my study.....

Yup!!!!!!!!

^^

Long time didn't update~~~

Seem like is been a long long time I didn't update my blog.....

So many things had happened......

Don't know where to start..........

So many things to think of...........

Just like my baby Jess said....

I'm grow up already.....

But part of me still just a little girl.......

Can I just run away from all this nonsense?????

Is really killing me.......


Grandma don't want talk to me anymore........

I just don't know what happen to her......

Maybe is because of the house problem.....

When we find a new house yet she don't want to move......

What else can we do????

I know you wish to have your own house.....

So you want to buy the current house.....

But everyone is saying is too far.....

And it doesn't worth that much of money.......

Yet you still want to buy......

So we all just follow as you wish.......

What you want some more?????

I just don't get it.......

Maybe I'm not that caring about you.....

But you at least talk to me......

Don't make me feel that I made you angry yet I didn't do anything......


Almost die because of all this.............

=.=

Grow up is not a good thing......

But I still have to face all this.............

Cause I'm a BIG GIRL now........

Hate that........

hAppY ChiNesE neW yEaR.....

14/2/2010

Today is a very special day......

Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Both of this big big day is together.......

Hahahahaha

All the couple sure have problem......

Should they accompany their family or their mate?????

Pity them la.....

Luckily I don't have to think about this.......

^.^

At here want to wish all my friends.........

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE TOOOOOOOO......

Hope that you all will have a great Tiger year.....

Muckz......

Heart you all always......

GeTiNg TrIp ^.^

Yesterday had a one day trip to Genting with my friends......

Some more is Tieng and Sin's friend-Evelyn's birthday(hope I didn't spell her name wrong la...)

We don't know want go where ma.....

So they said go Genting lo......

But at there didn't play anything.....

Just go sing k only......

Haiz......

Just like Sin said....why people birthday always go sing k????

Never mind la.....

Next time we plan early then sure can have more fun liao.....

^.^

I want my TATTOO!!!!!

I want to tattoo.....

But scare grandma will scold......

Need find a place that she can't see.....

Hahahaha.....

But if can't see then why I want tattoo?????

This is a question that I need to think deeply.......

Baby Lind had suggested a place for me......

At Times Square 1st floor.......

Want find someone accompany me go there la......

But my Baby Vivien not around this weekend la......

Have to wait for her to come back next week......

She still owe me the draft la......

Actually I don't know want tattoo what picture.......

Anyone can give me suggestions??????

Want tattoo at many places la.....

Leg,behind my neck,waist.......

That sure will cost me a lot of $$$......

My friends said someday I sure will feel regret.......

But I know what I want......

I won't!!!!!!!!!

One more problem.......

Should I continue study or work????

Grandma want me to work........

But diploma can do what???????

Nothing........

Even a degree graduated can't really find a job nowadays......

Some more a diploma???????

Hiaz..........

Really making me spin my head.......

垫高我的枕头想想.......

@.@

Freedom!!!!

Finally I'm free!!!!!

Really happy yet worry......

Why?????

Because I'm gonna become a stone just staying at home.......

This 3 weeks holidays just staying at home??????

No way!!!!!!!

Anyone got plan????

Me sure accompany.......

I don't want to be at home all the time......

Can?????

So friends......

Any plan remember to call me ya......

^.^

--

Finals is coming......

But I really have no mood to study la.......

Don't know what is inside my head........

Is my 2nd last semester........

I need to take 6 papers........

1 is resit some more.........

Haiz............

Hate that feeling I need to resit.......

Is my 1st time nia........

Really hope that no more................

^.^

At here want to wish all my friends.......

Gambateh in the exam ya........

We all can do it very well................

'Trying to bluff myself.... :)'

Hahahahahaha......

Want study hard hard hard liao......

See you all.........

Muckz

Last week~~

This week is my last week of semester 2...

Hopefully everything will be fine lo......

Hehe...

I didn't tell you all that I had perm my hair.....

Can't take photo right now cause it look so messy......

Hahahahaha....

But I'll try my best to let you all see my new look ya....

Muckz.....

Be patient lo......


This time really must study hard for my final exam......

I don't want to resit anymore.....

Please help me......

-.-

HaPpY nEw YeAr~~

At here want to wish all my friends..

HAPPY 2010!!!!!!!!!!

This new year may all your wishes come true......

And all the best in your life ya......

Love you guys always.......

Muackz........


This year I make myself a new agenda.......

Must follow it always......

Hehehe......

Final is around the corner.....

15th January is our 1st paper.....

AELE 3463 ENGLISH FOR BUSINESS

We all must study hard for our exam ya....

All the best to you all......

Muackz.......


我终于可以完全把你放下。。

感觉很不错。。。

希望我们还是朋友噢。。

^.^