Speechless

Last Saturday and Sunday went to work at Low Yat Plaza....

The fair for Celcom.....

OMG!!!!!!!!!

I think we choose the wrong counter la......

BULLSHIT!!!!!!!

Really make me speechless.......

Damn pek cek ah!!!!!!!

Don't want to talk about it......

This few days feel very down.....

Don't know is my own problem or what.......

Just feel like my life is going all the way wrong....

Haiz.....

What can I do??????

Still..........

Speechless.....

Sien...

Haiz....

This few days also don't know what happen to me....

Just feel like don't want talk to anybody....

Like want to stay away from here.....

What happen to me ya?????

Can somebody tell me????

Maybe is time to do some job......

Make myself busy....

So i won't think too much.....

but where can I find a job?????

Can somebody help me?????

Just a simple job is ok....

Work on Saturday and Sunday.....

Or maybe Wednesday also can.....

Few days...

Same as before....

Nothing special.....

Just today the MPO tutor......

Make me felt so pek cek.......
Asked question suddenly......

Then can't answer want you do full set answer of the tutorial......

Shit la......

If like that all must do la.....

Why just me and Shi Yin?????

Haiz....

So pity la......

BAd day.....

Shit!!!!!

Yesterday at college my car have been claimed.......

Need to paid RM5 and had to stand all the noise from the security guard.....

OMG!!!!!!

Want die liao.....

But I didn't told my nanny....

Haiz.....

No people know how I really felt on that time....

Really turned moody.....

That's not the end of my bad luck......

When I reached home...

Mama said want go out visit a doctor......

So we went to my anut's house.....

The doctor is at Maluri.....

We went with my uncle.....

When we reached home at around 9++pm....

GOD!!!!!!!!

No WATER!!!!!!!!!!!

What happened to my life??????

Then the conclusion is I didn't wash my hair.......

Need to sleep with a dirty hair....

Can't sleep well too.....

Haiz.....

Hope that my bad luck is gone.....

And NEVER COME BACK AGAIN!!!!!!!

Untitiled..

Suddenly my mind remind me a person that I long time didn't think of.....

Is my ex......

Is really been a long time I didn't think about him.....

Because I know that we can't be together anymore....

Why I will remember him....

Maybe is when I cleaning up my room....

Then I found his cloth that he used to wear......

There was a time we are so happy.....

How come we be like this ya?????

I really don't know......

We broke up is because I said so......

He tried to maintain our relationship.....

But I refused to do it....

Finally we say bye bye to each other....

Now we still friend....

But what kind of friend????

When we meet each other....

We're like stranger.......

Nothing to say........no common topic......

My friend said this is because we don't have the feeling to tell each other what happen in our life recently......

I do really admin that....

Cause I don't want him to know too much of my life......

I scare he will come and ask me again......

[Can we start all over again??????]

I'm just 20.....

i don't want to get marry so early.......

His family keep on asking when we will get marry.......

My cousin is getting marry on October this year.....

And she just 23 years old!!!!!!

She is being with my ex's brother........

They get marry is because the boy's family ask so.....

Their grandmother is 80++ this years......

And they scare she can't wait till they get marry on next few years......

So this is how it works........

When the time we been together......

All his family member will ask both of them.......

And I can't stand it.......

So I decided to broke up with him......

I know what I want.....

And I don't want others to tell me what to do.....

Maybe you will think that I'm so stupid.....

But this is who I am......

When I say all this out.......

I feel very relax......

Finally I found a way to express my feeling......

For all this time I didn't told anybody about anything.......

Now is time for me to let go and start a new life......

Today we go McD's drive-thru......

Man!!!!!!

So fullllllllll......

We all like hungry ghost......

Eat till all the vegetable dropped on the table liao......

Hahahaha........

It feel good to have friends to do some crazy things with you sometime......

Is really fun......

And we can keep close to each other at the same time.......

Hope to have that girl's time again ya......

Love you all......

Muckz......

Is time to play Facebook nia.....

You all can add me..

ahpohui@hotmail.com

See ya......

Bye^^

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All right...

Really don't know what to write....

Life makes me going mad....

FUCK!!!!!

Is like everythings going the wrong way....

So many things happen....

And I can't do anything to prevent it from happening....

Plus my nanny is going crazy....

Don't know what happen to my life ya....

Everything mess up d.......

Feel very frastrated.....

My PM job is getting tough nia....

So many things to handle....

But I sure can make money from that.....

So....

Just keep up la....

Life still goes on....