Suddenly my mind remind me a person that I long time didn't think of.....
Is my ex......
Is really been a long time I didn't think about him.....
Because I know that we can't be together anymore....
Why I will remember him....
Maybe is when I cleaning up my room....
Then I found his cloth that he used to wear......
There was a time we are so happy.....
How come we be like this ya?????
I really don't know......
We broke up is because I said so......
He tried to maintain our relationship.....
But I refused to do it....
Finally we say bye bye to each other....
Now we still friend....
But what kind of friend????
When we meet each other....
We're like stranger.......
Nothing to say........no common topic......
My friend said this is because we don't have the feeling to tell each other what happen in our life recently......
I do really admin that....
Cause I don't want him to know too much of my life......
I scare he will come and ask me again......
[Can we start all over again??????]
I'm just 20.....
i don't want to get marry so early.......
His family keep on asking when we will get marry.......
My cousin is getting marry on October this year.....
And she just 23 years old!!!!!!
She is being with my ex's brother........
They get marry is because the boy's family ask so.....
Their grandmother is 80++ this years......
And they scare she can't wait till they get marry on next few years......
So this is how it works........
When the time we been together......
All his family member will ask both of them.......
And I can't stand it.......
So I decided to broke up with him......
I know what I want.....
And I don't want others to tell me what to do.....
Maybe you will think that I'm so stupid.....
But this is who I am......
When I say all this out.......
I feel very relax......
Finally I found a way to express my feeling......
For all this time I didn't told anybody about anything.......
Now is time for me to let go and start a new life......
Today we go McD's drive-thru......
Man!!!!!!
So fullllllllll......
We all like hungry ghost......
Eat till all the vegetable dropped on the table liao......
Hahahaha........
It feel good to have friends to do some crazy things with you sometime......
Is really fun......
And we can keep close to each other at the same time.......
Hope to have that girl's time again ya......
Love you all......
Muckz......
Is time to play Facebook nia.....
You all can add me..
See ya......
Bye^^
dun give up..just do the things u think u r right..
ReplyDeletebtw..how do u noe my blog 1? so curious